December 29, 2003
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i’m sick of giving a shit about people, i’m sick of trying to make people around me be happy, especially when all i get in return is them making me unhappy, or feel like shit. i’m sick of it. fuck it. it’s not my problem, i’m done with all of it. fuck off. i’m gonna go play some video games. i wish my gaming buddy were here, then we could zone out on games, and avoid our lives. well at least that’s my half. i’m irritated, and there’s probably nothing i can do about it. but i’m fucking sick of it. i need a friend like me to at least try to make me happy.