January 17, 2004
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word of the day: unattainable.
oy. so much on my mind. so little to talk about. i’m dancing back and forth on the line of not giving a shit (an emotion that i’ve grown to looooove) and a swarming tornado of every emotion that i hate. it’s not fun. i’m either emotionless or extremely emotional. i like emotionless. things are easier that way =) well i don’t wanna be here any more. so i’m leaving. later.
i have noooo idea if this is the right cd for the song but whatever.
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Hey there! Oh, I should tell you, heh heh. AngstyBlood is my xanga account I use when I talk shit about people who might read my xanga. If you want where I really update, my xanga is d0mph0x
Sorry to hear about your emotion mix. I know what that’s like. Sometimes it’s wonderful to go numb, isn’t it? It IS easier. The hard part is falling back into emotion. Cuz when you do, it hurts twice as bad. But you seem to be a strong person, so you’ll survive.
Here’s hopin’ you see better days. ^-^
got AIM?