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hm, things are interesting right now. i feel grand…physically. i’ve got my body back!! yay! *sigh* things are complicated, stressful, unfair, frustrating, and happy. i don’t even know where to begin.

i suppose i should begin with the good stuff. well i’m happy, i have a handsome, healthy, happy baby boy. i think baby’s always look funny, and i really thought that i wasn’t gonna be any acception. but my gosh was i. he’s so handsome. i could dress him up in a pink frilly dress and he’d still look like a little man. it’s so cute. he’s so content. never puts up a fuss. it’s strange. i still don’t feel like a mom. i feel just like before i was pregnant. i feel just as young and immature as before…but i’m not at the same time. *shrugs* iono. it’s strange.

unfair…well you read the last post. i think that sums it up…

stressful…ugh, i don’t even wanna think about it. there’s so much i don’t know where to begin. i guess the big thing is…well they are all big things. between school, work, and being with harley. luckily i’ve got a great bf. fiance, whatever you wanna call us. he’s helpful. that’s a little off my shoulders…

frustrating, partially from the last post, and partially from i feel so tied down…i can’t work right now. i want to but i can’t. i want to have income. i want to not stress any more and that can be done easily by me working. ugh. oh well for now.

hm…well since i left the puter for a while, i forgot what else i was talking about so i guess it’s time for me to go…until next time.